If there is one thing worth committing to, it's your education. Whether it's doing well in school, reading a new book, or learning a language, taking the time to sharpen your noodle is the wisest investment you can make.
"This is my third time trying to write this update..
I've been working for a total of 46 minutes today. I still have a few assignments that are due today, so I'll try to get them done after my other classes as well (if not during them if I feel bored enough)
I won't be writing todays date anymore, since I've noticed that it already says so right next to my profile.
If anyone is interested: the project I'm working on is for my computer science classes which is a prep project for the actual finals. I had a total of 6 months to get it done.. procrastinated too long and now I'm trying to get it all done in 21 days."
"10.06.2025:
I will keep track on how long I've been studying. The goal everyday: at least 10 minutes.
I'll try to document what I've done, for how long and what I can do better next time.
If I don't stick to it, the following consequence will be put on me:
Cold showers for the rest of the week"
"This is the most critical stuff I need to learn but here I am not learning. Omoh 😭😭 I know if steered my life off course and I feel like this is a way to kinda make it all better. I need to learn fast, and well enough to earn a few little bucks "
"I spent about two hours learning today. I am going crazy trying to learn all this new stuff and try to truly understand the old stuff as well--i studied economics so I'm not a stranger to statistics, however I still don't get a lot of stuff.
I can't give up, no matter how frustrated I am. I teach home lessons and the children don't respect me one bit. They refuse to pay attention, they never think they are wrong, and today, I almost lost my mind. But do you want to know how much I get paid for the 2 hours I spend with them three times a day? I get paid 2,500 naira which is a little above one dollar at the moment with maybe about 8 or 9 cents.
When the girl was refusing to respond after I yelled at her, I just internally berated myself--- I don't get paid enough for that shit. I have to endure it, because I am broke a fuck with no employable skills. Which is why I forced myself to learn even though I didn't feel like it "
"Meditation has taught me that while it's calming and has a sedative effect, it isn’t fully therapeutic. It slows things down, offering clarity, but it doesn’t go deep enough to uncover the roots of my mental struggles. I feel more relaxed and quiet, yet I still carry anxiety and stress due to unresolved irrational beliefs. That said, since I started meditating, I’ve made real changes: I’ve begun journaling, stopped masturbating, lost weight, work out daily, track my meals, and as of today, I’m committing to quit porn. Meditation has clear benefits—it’s a force multiplier—but the underlying issues still persist. Still, the progress is undeniable.
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"Stuck with proportionality bias for the last two - three weeks - unable to find the right story that fits this article - doing research in comic books - jokes and anecdotes and reading other books - when more is not better and also trying to read a conspiracy theory book"
"I have started working on the proportionality bias - I have been researching about it for the past one week but Unable to find any relevant examples or stories or comics, I am researching for jokes and dilbert comics and searching for other sources in anecdotes where the proportionality bias is exhibited, also reading a book related to conspiracy theories, so that i can find the right story for this article."
"Pomona Afton Can So Solve a Murder, Murder by Cheesecake, The Perfect Divorce, Good Dirt, The Christmas Guest, The Paris Novel, The Housemaid’s Secret, You Are a Badass at Making Money, The Housemaid’s Wedding"
"I need to bring back the morning study session because it is a guaranteed one hour and I can find another hour during the day. Also need to stick to my schedule and stop going rogue. But I am trying. I'm happy about that."
"Almost a month and I have been less that 50% successful. 😭 Anyway, it's better than how much I have been studying the entire year before this. I can do better and I will do better. I know it.
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"I have invested all the time in researching for existing stories of nasruddin again, and I have invested the rest of the time for creating video books - and wrote many articles about toolkit and serendipity"
"I have completed sections of 3-1, 3-3 (all graphing), and tonight 3-4 and 3-5. Last week, I became a little disappointed after becoming a tad bit burned out. Sections 2-1 through 2-8 were completed then. I’m coping by playing a lot of my flight sim game-a pleasure seeking activity I know causes me to procrastinate. The thing is, if I can make myself stop, I can make myself go. Even if I feel like I’ve been slightly slacking, I will do my graphing today, review, and study rotational velocity tonight. Keeping the procrastination up would warrant an incomplete week, so I am going to avoid that."
"One session today. Better than not doing any. Practice without the video is better at this moment. I hope I can get decent in the next two weeks and start to sing along too."
"Day 25 - I ghosted 👻
I've been in an out of work for the past three days. Busy. I studied a few times in between but not enough to qualify for the commitment. I've definitely relaxed quite a bit since the exam was moved. Time to get back on track. I'll try put in two hours today."
"Seven Days in June, Stuck Up and Stupid, I’m Still Here: Black Dignity in a World Made for Whiteness, The Tenant, The Amalfi Curse, Great Big Beautiful Life, The Names"
"Mình sẽ cố gắng hạn chế việc dùng điện thoại bằng cách đổi qua dùng laptop (reccomend Todaii nếu ai đang muốn cải thiện tiếng anh thông qua việc đọc báo nha)"
"Mình vừa thử mọi cách để kết nối với Facebook vì mình muốn đăng lên nick phụ (nhưng không được), rồi mình nhận ra mình không biết chỗ viết report ở đâu :)) Hopeful "