We have to make a million choices each and every day, so it makes sense that to keep things simple, we always make the same ones. But the easy choices don't always mean the right choices.
Commit today to changing it up, to doing something different, and making the choice that improves your life for the better. Believe it or not, pretty soon that choice will be the easy one to make too.
"Not as many urges this week. Still been surfing through porn images, mainly k klixen. I’ve also imagined the likes of Lela star, Bella Bellz, amy Andersen and Richelle Ryan. I’ve been over indulging more on food lately though. However I don’t think it’s solely from resisting masterbating urges as I feel I would’ve been going through this even if I wasn’t resisting. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed lately though as I’ve been told I may need surgery which puts further pressure on things. Still, I’m proud of how far I’ve came in my sobriety."
"😭😭 OVERALL ONE-SIX PLANNER FAILURE: bien que I start my second part of 11h30' one-six plus planner avec de bonnes intentions but midway through i lost control when I got busy with apostle tichick and his stuff to be sold on Facebook market. As result I failed to please my bathing time and beauf Richard message "
"😭 failed to please planner by sleeping last night without setting alarm and without concluding one-six plus planner entry while i wake up at 06h20 when I was targeting to be awake at 05h30."
"Have an essay for uni to complete over the weekend- I should make a start tomorrow. Reminder to get a good nights sleep and then head straight to uni in the morning"
"😇 PLEASING PLANNER: I AM POISED TO PLEASE MY PLANNER AT ALL COST. FAILURE TO DELIBERATELY DO SO WITHOUT MAKING REPORT TO DO SO I HAVE TO PAY R30 TO SAFE HOUSE BANKING ACCOUNT AND 25 HO'OPONOPONO MANTRA REHEARSAL "
"Nah I was not able to brother. It is becoming very salient to me the effects of rotting on my sleep quality man. I've been sleeping worse ever since I've been isolating, not getting as many steps in, etc. Being more consistent with gym will definitely help with this goal. "
"I needed a more detailed plan to tackle the Costa Rica trip photos, so just spent 20 minute implementing a new plan. Focusmate session scheduled at 7pm for 20 minutes. Easy enough to just start!"
"I’m tired too but I’m believing that God grace is sufficient. I’m sorry too for my many failures. I do want to quit but I’m choosing to have a mustard seed of faith. I really don’t want to live like this anymore. Ima fast as well. Starting tonight. Not sure when I’ll end but i don’t have anymore time to waste. "
"😭 LOST CONNECTION WITH " PLANNER SEARCH " : as I was about to sleep last night I lost connection with " planner search mindset unwillingly just to come to my sense now. That why I am doing quick fix to avoid cursing. From this entry all is in order right now. FORCE EST À LA LOI"
"😇 " planner search " to be used in harmony on both reminder app ( simple reminder and reminder )by updating and monitoring both app in consistent way. To report failure to do so within 60 minutes or to be cursed and removing the curse I must pay R20 to safe house banking account "
"😇😇 I AM COMMITTED TO KEEP MY MIND BUSY IN REALLY SEARCHING FOR PLANNER OR TASK WHEN MY REMINDER APP IS SET ON " PLANNER SEARCH " . IF MY MIND ABOUT IT GOES ASTRAY WILLINGLY I HAVE TO REPORT IT OR TO FACE CURSING UPON ME WHICH TO BE REMOVED WHEN I PAY R20 TO SAFE HOUSE BANKING ACCOUNT. "
"I finished and posted 1 of 3 (I did the other 2 before making this commitment) reels! Aiming to tackle one more before Sunday, as to make completely this goal easier. "
"😇😇 TO REPORT EVERY BW MADE TO BET-ANALYTIX PAGE WITHIN 60 MINUTES OF PLAY OR FACE THE CURSE ON ME WHICH IS REMOVED BY PAYING R50 TO SAFE HOUSE BANKING ACCOUNT AND 50 HO'OPONOPONO MANTRA REHEARSAL "
"😭 FAILURE REPORT: I JUST FAILED TO MONITOR SUCCESSFULLY MY REMINDER ALARM SOUND REGARDING MY DOING AND MY THINKING. THAT WHY I'M MAKING THIS REPORT WITHIN 60 MINUTES OF THE EVENT TO AVOID TO BE CURSED. "
"Damnit, forgot to say that i succeded. Also in previous message when i said "did it", i meant that i didn't masturbate, i think i phrased it very oddly."
"😭 FAILURE REPORT: I JUST FAILED TO MONITOR SUCCESSFULLY MY REMINDER ALARM SOUND REGARDING MY DOING AND MY THINKING. THAT WHY I'M MAKING THIS REPORT WITHIN 60 MINUTES OF THE EVENT TO AVOID TO BE CURSED. "
"😇 my one-six plus planner entries get in trouble when I got an hour ironing instead of 25 minutes as planned. as result my planner failed to reach happy ending given that I cancel to go to church because of being late to be there on time."
"😭 FAILURE REPORT: I JUST FAILED TO MONITOR SUCCESSFULLY MY REMINDER ALARM SOUND REGARDING MY DOING AND MY THINKING. THAT WHY I'M MAKING THIS REPORT WITHIN 60 MINUTES OF THE EVENT TO AVOID TO BE CURSED. "
"Haven’t had many urges this week. It feels as though I’ve exhausted all the dopamine of porn I would like to see. Stress wise, this week hasn’t been as bad. I’ve gotten rid of YouTube, my PS5 and the dating apps to detox from them - Instagram is next. Still, with less things to preoccupy me, it may prove challenging. I recently opened up to a CBT therapist from uni about my pornography addiction and the reflexive instincts to look at female physiques. The therapist said they would need to discuss this with their supervisor but does not feel it needs escalating- I hope so. Even whilst writing this, I’m experiencing intrusive thoughts of the potential consequences of telling people. I’d rather die before there was even a remote possibility of me acting on my thoughts related to young people. The last year has finally affected me in terms of how pornography has required my brain to the point of it ruining my romantic life."
"🆘️🆘️ BLESSING OR CURSING: THIS ENTRY IS DESIGNED TO SHOW THAT IF I FAILED EACH STATEMENT I SET HERE OR IN MY BASIC NOTE APP AND NOTEIN APP , MY LIFE TO BE CURSED AND REMOVING IT MEANS I HAVE TO PAY R50 TO " SAFE HOUSE BANKING ACCOUNT " AND REPEAT 50 TIMES HO'OPONOPONO MANTRA TO REMOVE THE CURSE UNLESS AND BIG UNLESS ANYTHING HAS BEEN TRIED TO ACHIEVE UNSUCCESSFULLY THE OUTCOME"
"Failed yesterday, but I feel hopeful that I can improve. Losing the money sucks and I feel like this would inevitably happen but its a powerful and valuable reminder to do things differently from here on. W/o stickk i would be spiralling at this point but now I can't afford to do that"
"I Forgot to say that if i masturbate instead of crying about it i will try to not do it the second time. i will say later if i do it the second time."
"Catch up running proof dump. I did fail at stretching the other day and scrolled for a bit...😬 BUT the scrolling was for minutes not hours, so I'm not even that mad about it. I have stayed 100% with the running though! "
"✅️MELINOR-MST CLIMAXLESS TERM TWO ( MST EN LIVE OR ORGASM): FROM TODAY THURSDAY 30 APRIL 2026 AT 17H15 I DECLARE FOR EACH MST EN LIVE CAUSED BY MELINOR-MST CLIMAXLESS MY LIFE WILL BE CURSED AND ON THE SEVENTH MST EN LIVE I MUST PART WAY WITH THIS MELINOR-MST CLIMAXLESS HABIT EN SE SEPARANT DE TOUT CE QUI EST XXX ITEMS SOUS TOUTES SES FORMES SINON JE SERAIS PORTEUR D'UNE MALEDICTION TO BE REMOVED BY PAYING R2500 TO MY CHURCH IN RECURRING WAY. TO REMOVE THE CURSE ON ME I MUST PAY R300 TO MY CHURCH AND REPEAT HO' HO'OPONOPONO MANTRA 108 TIMES TOUT EN REPORTANT CELA TO STICKK PAGE. "
