Community Journal: Family & Relationships

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  TavongaM Mar 24, 2026, 1:10 PM

  "Keep going "

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  TavongaM Mar 23, 2026, 4:39 PM

  "That’s now three days. Good job 👏🏾 "

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  0143HollyMartin Mar 23, 2026, 1:44 PM

  "We did grooming last night"

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  TavongaM Mar 22, 2026, 9:06 AM

  "I’ve have gone two days without relapsing. Soon I’ll will raise the stake higher so I can remember to check in and have second thoughts before I relapse "

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  bignigey01 Mar 21, 2026, 11:34 AM

  "Haven’t had many urges this week. But I have experienced some in the last 24 hours by thinking of pornstars such as Lela Star. It feels as though the novelty of woman I’ve met whom I fantasize about (Nicole Donnelly) has worn off. I fantasized about her taking my virginity through her own disbelief that I have yet to have sex. Going to RNB bingo last weekend was initially anxiety inducing but I realised I was just going there to see what it was like. Essentially, lowering the stakes of the whole thing. I’ve signed up for another since where this time i will try and approach women when they’re taking photos of each other. Basically as an excuse to offer taking a pic of them together. I have had the urge recently to remove the block to Google chrome to cure my curiosity in looking at porn. But I’m glad I didn’t give in."

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  TavongaM Mar 20, 2026, 10:32 AM

  "I've just started this for the first time. Hopefully this will be a wake up call to this stupid, immoral habit that I've had for far too long. I want to start a better, healthier, cleaner life and I want to make Jehovah happy and have clean, spiritual life as well."

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  twentytwentysixer Mar 19, 2026, 2:41 PM

  "I love that I expected a March 28th - April 5th window and we're not there. And yet it already feels like a long time. He sent me a very short fb message yesterday at 3pm because I blocked his phone number. I want to congratulate myself for making it past the phase where I would have been the first to reach out! Of course I want to reach out. But my commitment to zero-contact includes replying to emails/contact from him along the lines of "just checking in on you". I wouldn't be ready I definitely still think about him a lot and have even been following the baseball spring training because it's his thing and it makes me feel like we're staring at the same moon or something. It's hard to not reply but this is what the difference needs to be. "

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  deepdiver348 Mar 19, 2026, 4:02 AM

  "I made progress "

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  twentytwentysixer Mar 18, 2026, 3:30 AM

  "gah, watched a twitch stream that brought up emotions and wanted to cave but I still have not. "

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  julia609 Mar 16, 2026, 3:28 PM

  "I gave my speech for public speaking class today! And I finally finished that assignment! "

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  0143HollyMartin Mar 15, 2026, 12:32 PM

  "Yes and SPCA too"

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  twentytwentysixer Mar 14, 2026, 3:40 PM

  "Last week felt better on the whole. There was a day I found a shortcut off of the highway that I wanted to share with him because it would help his commute but his loss not mine. Yesterday I went to a friend's house for her birthday dinner and had a ton of fun and completely forgot he existed. Then I had a dream where he texted me something basic and I stupidly replied, and we got back into this exhausting ugly cycle and I felt sad when I woke up. "

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  bignigey01 Mar 14, 2026, 7:41 AM

  "Now my urges point towards Nicole Donnelly, someone I haven’t seen in years. Her curvaceous figure is literally my type so I’ve fantasized about her offering to take my virginity so I have some experience with sex. Doubt we’d ever meet, but she she’s definitely someone I’m attracted to. I’ve imagined cumming all over her ass or her face as well as her stomach. I do think it’s healthier to fantasize about her than the pornstars at least. I’d imagine I’d fantasize about her more if I met her in person. "

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